Sometimes it hurts being the eldest in the family.You always gets the blame for each and everything. Even though you didn't do anything wrong.It hurts being me when i was the phase where my parents grew up.It hurts being me when i still feel awkward with my parents. It hurts being me when you don't have anybody that you could trust to talk about my feelings.It hurts being me because i became someone else at school.It hurts being me because i treat people so badly and they are intend to get hurt.It hurts being me because FAKE friends are everywhere.It hurts being me because i'm not a good muslims.It hurts being me i betray my own religion.IT HURTS.