Omg I last updated this blog was on August 2014 and now it's August 2015. Sorry blog, I didn't mean't it tho but I was too busy with other fun social sites *jkblogger* no literally. I'm 17 !!! Yeay literally I'm like a few months from SPM and HORRAAYY I'm not depressed well I was early this year but yeah.
SPM is quite hard and I wish that I could swiftly go thru SPM with no fuss *with hardwork and prayers* so that I could strive my spm ahhahhah 9A+/9A.
Only Allah knows how desperately I need that but HE also knows that who lazy am I to do obligations yet wants so many things from HIM. May Allah blow a soft wind to me so that it would soften my IMAN and change me to a better muslim.
It's weird how now everytime someone talks to me about my future I tend to cry maybe I'm scared that I can't achieve the best for my FAMILY. I realized that my hardwork is not enough for me to strive but I need to do something from now so that I could see the ones I LOVE HAPPY. My success is for my Family and Allah swt.
Getting too emotional.kbye